get fat, its the new sexy

♥ 6:49 AM

true true, got it right from a boy's mouth. - " its bullshit, don't ever believe in that. "

thanks yo, I needed a wake up call. Just that there's a problem. I need a wake up call every hour. It's good to have someone who knows about it too, and high-fives with you. Alright, I'm not gonna believe in that. Its just total bullshit. The serious kind. I'm not dumb yo. I needed to shake some sense out of me. And i've got it. Say bye to all.

School's been good, I'm happy! Gym today was SHIOK. We had alot of jumping and sprinting. Then we ran the long distance kind to end it all. Being anemic isn't fun though, i wished I was well. Then I can keep going at it for hours. Alright, and seeing those AUT people, I really can't wait for next year. Its a great thing to be happy. And I'm really happy that I'm happy now! It wasn't easy to break through you know, blah blah.

Right, Nationals, as in my event, is gonna be in 2 days time. Gosh, you can never know how excited and happy I am about it. Its my last shot at nationals, and ive always loved nationals cause you get to see friends from everywhere. Practically all four directions in singapore. And i know its gonna be so crowded, it only makes me even happier! There's this goal that I have too, its really a big thing on my mind, but Im not gonna get too ambitious lest i become careless.

Okay, I was just thinking about this yesterday. Maybe my mom and I could migrate to Australia and I would study and work there to ensure she gets a good life. It sucks to see her working so hard. I promise, I will bring her comfort and everything she has ever need just cause she's my mom. AND! I really wasn't kidding when I kept mentioning that I wanted to study in Harvard, Cambridge or Yale. Its like my dream, and I know how to get there. So, you might really see me in one of those schools a few years from now. Trust me. My childhood dream was to work as a lawyer you know. I don't mind brushing up on my language too, language is what I hell love! Or maybe I could study english literature in Cambridge. I hell love lit too! I used to write poems when I was young. And I had a tiny book in which I wrote in everyday. Then I would have 2 golden retrievers. That really was my dream life when I was still a child. Its still my dream right now. I would marry some caucasian. haha. And since I'm gonna brush up on english, I won't have to fear for any communication barriers.

I would be standing in front of shinyi for nats! I was damn excited and happy when I saw YHSS behind mine in the list. Not lihui, but still, someone I know! I would really call it fate baby, if its lihui. And damn, the swimmers won't be in class for these few days. It wouldn't be as fun yo. I threw away my timetable. Haha, I get through school with nothing in my bag. OH OH! and i'm happy about tmr! Cause its swimming's nats, and that means SJC is gonna be there. I was just helping with the name list with the com today, and goodness, I see so many SJC names in there. Yay, its gonna be held just right here in school, and I have no training, so you know what that means!

" Wanna talk about it honey? " that's real sweet. thanks.

by the lake