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♥ 6:02 AM

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine

.....

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.

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Don't know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you,
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you,
But there's something, baby you need to know.
That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying. I have to see you,
It's all that I'm asking.

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Cario mio, my world's become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain.

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Let it go

If you want me ~~girl~~, let me know

I am down, on my knees

I can't take it anymore.

I walked from Yishun to Khatib mrt today. I don't know what to say. I cried. From Yishun, all the way till home. Someone in the train offered me a full pack of tissue. I really can't take it. I have never been so heartbroken before. I have never been so sad before. How i hoped, some car would bang me down, and then, I wouldn't have to suffer anymore. This pain inside, is killing me. Haunting me, anywhere I go, whatever I do. I really hope it would set me free. I feel so heartbroken, so totally heartbroken, I rather be dead. Give me a drink, give me screwdriver, give me bloody mary, give me anything, that wouldnt make me sane. I hoped I was stupid, i hoped i was dumb, so i wouldn't know anything.

by the lake