get fat, its the new sexy

its a beautiful sunday, but where's the beautiful heart? ♥ 9:46 PM

haha, i pon training and sth else to head out with these guys. And, its LIHUI! :D I really miss lihui, shooting was and still is never the same without her. It sucks. And how much lihui can do to brighten up my day, its unimaginable. I know, what i wish for might not come true at all, but the bits and pieces of memories over the place is good enough already.

Also, Melanie & Rouying ! :D Another of my two best friends. Like since sec1 when i got to know them, I know there's always this someone there for me when i cry. Whenever I complain to them about the shit that happens with shooting, they will cheer me up, then bring me back on track again. Even though how much I want to quit nyt, or anything that has to do with ssa, seeing friends like them tell me the reasons for my leaving sjc, i know i can't just quit like that.

I have realised, for the past 2 years, my life totally evolved around shooting. And, as a result, i neglected many other important things, in which if i have the chance again, i wouldn't repeat it. Certainly, shooting brought me a huge amount of joy, but the misery it gives me now, is almost unbearable. For the years to come, I have no idea what would happen to me, I have no idea if shooting will become joyful again, I have no idea if i will leave halfway. There's no more try again, its only a shot at love. Love, shooting.

Ohyeah, What happened in Vegas is a all wonderful movie, haha, it makes me happy.

by the lake